A lot has happened since your surgery not only does your head look amazing, but I noticed your development is improving to a very great degree. I felt that before the surgery your development wasn’t getting anywhere. Now you are pulling yourself around in the walker, you are more aware and active. You seem to learn a different thing each day.
You’re just a happy little baby despite the hell you’ve been through in the past nine months of your life. You make me a proud proud MAMA! We recently visit your ophthalmologist and the surgery really helps relief the pressure off your eyes and they are straightening out, but you do need glasses to help them a little more. You are nearsighted so now you need tiny glasses. (You look like Grandpa =D TWINS!!) (OH! I wonder how many glasses we are going to have to go through pumpkin!) By the way MAMA’s going to be TWENTY tomorrow o___O Time does fly by when you get older!! So this means I’m not a teen mom anymore?!
Looking back a year of being a teen mommy I’ve grown and matured so much I can’t believe it. Honestly I feel a lot older than I really am. Things are kind of ruff …Daddy and I are going through a lot right now and I want you to know that being a teen parent is very hard, and we have a lot of stress on us. Not only were you born with a birth defect, but you have other things going on that needs medical attention. That’s a lot of doctor visits, and a lot of $$$$ that daddy and I don’t have. We are trying our best to be the best parents we can, and a good example for you (just like grandma and grandpa are to us) between going to school, work, keeping food in the table, and desperately trying to keep our apartment we love each other and always will that’s all that matters. So we might mess up a few times before we actually get everything right so be patient with us, but we will get it.
Doing the best at this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment. –Oprah
